Saturday, 14. January 2006

beloved DISEASES

Friday the thirteenth. I catched definetly a cold, im shivering, have a sore throat, and i feel absolutely weak. I resignated to go to a party of a friend, although i really wanted to go there.
Instead i send franz to go ...heheh... and give me report afterwards ;-)

Not only i catched a cold but also my fucking candida (thrush) again.
My pussy itching, white crumbly fluid is coming out... i hate that.
This fucking shit comes regularly.

Why again? Suppose i had too much sex last week- finally it did my pussy no good....

Or:
i have perhaps a latex-allergy. (i got my first candida when i was 17, after having sex with a condom, and i never liked them since.)
Or –something with my meridians and chi in my body isnt right.

I love self diagnosis ^.^ because:

I dont trust orthodox medicine anymore, dont want to swallow pills again, that do not help at all. I think they just made the whole thing worse-in my case my diseases became chronical:

I had 2, 3 years an chronical cystitis, somethimes with blood in my piss. I had 3 treatments with antibiotica, with two cystoscopies and all in two months. Didnt help at all.
I was really angry, swallowing all the chemicals for no good.
After that i lost my believe in orthodox medicine...

The next thing i wanna try is some alternative medicine- perhaps applied kinesiology, and traditional chinese medicine. I had an interesting talk with a healer, that was really interesting. She told me that i shouldnt eat, though im half vegetarian, too much fruits and raw vegetables, because after the 5-elements-nutrition,exactly these food is cooling off the body- and leads to fatulence or winds....
Apropos- i forgot my chronical fatulence.....i thought that the reason for this would be an lactose incompatibility (it is not).
My doctor said perhaps ist a whole-wheat allergy- so i gave up eating whole wheat bread, that helped a bit. But after this healer said to me, that perhaps its raw vegetables, it was like an enlightenment for me. Until that moment I would hardly had the idea of ever doubting the good effects of fruits on body. I realised I was a victim of media- believing in the preaching, saying the best, most healthiest food are fruits-
„they are full of vitamins, and one should eat one kilo a day.“
What a crap. It turned out to be THE nutrition dogma- and hardly one doubts that this isnt healthy.
Fact is, that citrus fruits have a hole bunch of vitamin C. But TCM says, this fruits are cooling, so eating them increases the possibility catching a cold. And we believe, that eating exactly these fruits would prevent us from a cold....

But as my mum said-its the best to eat, what one wants, to go after ones intuition. (excluded the bad habits like coke, fast food etc. of course). The body shows you what it needs, when you let it speak.
And i overcame my diseases, not because i swallowed pills, but when i stopped paying attention to them.

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